It's just a crush.

There will always be that boy that can bring you back and make you feel like a love struck fifteen year old girl with a crush.

The only problem about that boy is one day you'll wake up and he's become a man.

You can't be the freshman with a crush anymore. Life builds many roads that take you in different directions and you have no choice but to move on. But the chemistry will always remain.



P.S. I love when a pop song with a good beat and a catchy chorus can capture everything that I really wanted to say. I can put it on repeat and still feel the urge to dance.

"Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid you're never satisfied.

Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just a cannibal

And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
No I won't sleep tonight...

Hush, hush
The world is quiet
Hush, hush
We both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand?

Take a bite of my heart tonight..."

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