A man must love his bear.

I've been re-reading one of my favorite books. So here is one of my favorite parts.

Because of this scene I sometimes imagine myself painted in blue wondering why all men can't or don't want to love a bear. 

(And by 'bear,' I mean dogs. Obviously.)

"'What they want is to be in that lock-up cell with Kano. They are worried for Kano because he is lonely. Since a baby, he has never been sleeping alone, even one night. For that only they are a big worried. They say that Kano, he will be frightened. He will have a bad sleep, and have too many bad dreams. He will be crying,  for his loneliness. And he will be ashamed, to be in the jail, because he is normally a very fine citizen, that bear. They want only to go down to lock-up cell with Kano, and keep him some good companies.'

One of the bear-handlers stared into my eyes when Prabakar finished his explanation. The man was distraught. His face was creased with worry. Anguish drew his lips back into something that resembeled a snarl. He repeated one phrase again and again,  hoping that with  repetition and the force of his emotion he might make me understand. Suddenly,   Prabakar burst into tears once more, sobbing like a child as he grasped the metal bars of the gate.

'What's he saying, Prabu?'

'He says a man must love his bear, Lin,' Prabakar translated for me. 'He says like that. A man must love his bear.'"

Shantaram, Gregory David Roberts

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